life as i see it

that is if i see anything more than the top view of makati...the papers that i needed to process... the same old faces...the walls of the room.

well, there's the rich jap from the neighboring office and a cutie chinoy from another office...

good enough

i've never heard anything new since the 12th of july.

didn't have the luxury of time that i had in the past.

got the feeling that i've lost some friends.

a little exhausted.

loss some quality time with my family

with cats, missing some important milestones in their growing life.

feeling a little detached from society

never read the news nor watch my fave shows

i can whine all my life for the things that i hated

but i always believe that i had a choice. either to focus on the things that i hated and is making my life miserable or to be grateful for the things that i have and count them as blessings.

well i always choose the latter.


but sometimes exhaustion sinks in.

thinking positive can't always save the day.

pretending that all is good is not as fun as it used to be.

sometimes its good to vent all the crap that is happening to life.

yes, my philosophy in life do help me when i'm down.

but it always come to a point of breaking down

that point is now.

it will take a little while for me to get back to my old self.


i cant find meaning in what i do

i'm not growing as i wanted to be


if Camus' solution to life's meaninglessness is suicide then this could be the end.

but on the positive note: my new found friends keeps my social life alive.

so there's always hope.